Wednesday, August 7, 2024

Day 10

 Zach is working through a 14-day stretch as he trains on all the equipment so he can take over weekend shifts at the lab; today is Day 10 for him. All is well, but Mama can’t help worrying as he is still trying to sort out the best sleep schedule for himself. But hell, that’s been a struggle all his life as my poor boy’s sleep was always disrupted with the damnable visitation schedule: it would seem as if I barely got him rested up & in a good routine, then he’d have to go to his father’s again - coming home exhausted & stressed… as much as I miss my precious little boy, I would NEVER want to go back to those times!

I continue to slowly work my way through “Six Feet Under”, an excellent distraction for me. Ruth, the matriarch, made an excellent mini-speech about the hardest thing being watching your children grow up and leave you, which gave me a lot more sympathy for her as a character. But I am ready for Nate, the eldest son, to go ahead and die; I am tired of his idiotic episodes of animal cruelty. He smashed a harmless kingsnake in an early camping trip, then lost his shit on a hapless bird which had flown into their house - beating it to death with a broom! What a loser - I can watch all the examples of human death throughout the show, but as you can imagine, animal cruelty is my trigger.

Anyway I had started another blog during Zach’s tumultuous senior year - here’s my latest post which is pretty dark and cynical - “trigger warning”, I suppose!

https://ninemonthsncounting.blogspot.com/2024/07/the-finish-line.html

But I will dump some photos from last weekend’s trail ride from my work computer later… I’m glad I went - it was good to see everyone - Silas of course was The Best Boy & Baraq was happy to get shared billing!






Friday, August 2, 2024

Jonni’s Story

 And here is my friend Jonni’s account of her Tevis ride, wrapping up my week of reminiscence, bitter nostalgia, and current events. (Part 1 concerned the intricacies of her travel to get to California, which I will post if anyone is interested!) She has promised a postscript of “coming home” thoughts which I eagerly await (Jonni’s a good storyteller & a great writer) - now I’ve got to quit goofing around and go load up so I can make my own riding memories!

Tevis 2024, part 2, The ride:


After arriving at the fairgrounds, I got in a couple rides out to No Hands bridge and back, so if we were lucky enough to get that far, he would have seen that last section and hopefully know the way with a tired rider. He had his friend Henry [Gayle’s horse] staying in stall next to him, who he would stay with the night before the ride in camp. We did a ride to the bridge with Pam Reland’s beautiful Shiloh one day. Hondo liked him, and I asked if she would like to ride with us. Hondo could use a friend, and Pam was happy to ride with us, and I’d help her with the timing. Agreement in advance, if it did not work well, we would part ways, no hard feelings. 

Hondo was eating lots, drinking well at the fairgrounds, and looking as ready as he could be. He’s NOT an easy keeper, so I was happy with his enthusiasm for food. I was giving him loose salt in mouth once a day to encourage  extra drinking, and he would get a bucket of water with the “Gallaghers water” powder in it.  Friday morning, we loaded up, and headed to camp. I did high line where he could see Henry, and he was a Happy Hondo. Again, eating lots, drinking well. I held my breath on check in, with that previous lameness hanging in my thoughts. But he moved great, had a 36 pulse, and all A's on his vet card, with exception on B’s on lower quadrants of gut sounds, which is normal. We were good to go. But my mind was giving me many doubts on his fitness, as I had not gotten him out as much as I had wanted,  and my knees, that had been bugging me off and on for months, were really sore. But here  we were, and my gut over all was saying we could do it. 

The next morning, as I mounted up, and his friend Henry left, he did a bit of a jump, fuss, maneuver as I was mounting that startled me, and a few around us, but I stuck on, and we headed to the start with Pam and Shiloh. 

We walked to the official start in the darkness, deep in thought of what the day would bring. He was calm, and I was trying to be. We picked up the trot, and we crossed the official start line, and we were on our way. I always have my legs complain a little at the beginning of a ride as I start trotting. And this is a ride you trot a bunch in the beginning. Up hill, down hill, almost the whole way to the highway 89 crossing, which has the first live feed for those watching on line. I was already thinking about “why am I doing this? This is not fun right now! My legs /knees ache already!”. But I knew it would get better, it always does. This was my 7th time starting the ride, 6th from this camp. I know the timing, I know the speed to go, yet, when we got to the top at High Camp, I was feeling we were a bit behind on time, and I wasn’t sure why. We paused at Watsons monument, looked back over our shoulder to Lake Tahoe, and ahead to the vistas and valleys of the Sierra mountains, and somewhere, down there, was the finish line. I always get emotional at that spot on the trail. The high country was as beautiful as ever, I felt like we were making decent time, but at Lyon Ridge, I was about 15 min. behind where I wanted to be. And this was early in the ride!  Hondo had not been super attentive like I wanted, so I decided to pass on Cougar Rock this year. But I had put Pam up in front of me, and when we got to it, I told her to kick and go, and look up towards the top. Shiloh did spectacular, and I knew she would have some beautiful pictures. I then went around the bypass, and met back up with her.  At Red Star Ridge, we were still 15 min. behind my goal time. I hopped off, checked his pulse myself, let him drink, and went straight to the vet. He needed to be a 60 pulse, and was a 56. We arrived at 10:05, and were thru the vet at 10:12. Pams horse took a bit longer, so we waited. We did talk about it, and she understood if he was slower at other spots, and Hondo was quick, I’d go ahead and leave, as we were pressing time. 

We arrived at Robinson Flat at 11:41am, my goal had been closer to 11:00am. My crew put water on him, stripped his tack, and 3 min. later he was pulsed down in pulse box at 48 (60 was required) and when we got to the vet, his pulse was 44, and a 44 again for his CRI after the trot out. He commented he has only had a couple others that low. I held my breath as my crew trotted him out, and he was perfect! Whew.  After he ate everything in sight, we were off to the next stop, alone, as Pam was a bit behind our time. The road out of Robinsons Flat sucks. Its hard pack, getting warmer out, and Hondo could not see any other horses.  We finally got to the entrance to the Pucker Point trail. We both drank, looked at the time and realized we needed to push to make the 3PM cut off time.  The trail to Pucker Point has a lot of nice footing, straight aways, that have a drop on one side, but wide enough to move out well. So, we cantered those sections. I’d have never thought I’d have to canter on this ride for any reason, but we needed to MOVE. We got to Last Chance at 2:51, we were at vet at 2:58 with pulse of 60, and after he ate a bit, we were gone by 3:10. Now we had the first, and worst canyon ahead of us. The rocks seemed a tad more loose than in the past, and slipping more under the horses feet. Because of my bad knees, I don’t/can’t get off and lead downhill, but he was a rock start all the way down.  We got to the bridge, skipped the river, and went to the nice stream that was running well after you crossed the bridge. He drank, and I sponged him, to cool him down. Then we started the march to the top. We were with one other horse, who we followed awhile, but it kept stopping. I took the lead, and let Hondo set the pace. He marched to the top, and never asked to stop.  Most have heard about the different accidents on the ride. As we were almost to the top, one rider was off to the right in a clearing, with the horse untacked, and a volunteer was sponging the horse.  They were well off the trail. Up ahead, a dark horse was down in the middle of the trail, but it was where we could go around it in the brush. I wished the rider the best, and told her I was sorry her horse was having trouble.  More volunteers were coming down the trail to help out, and we reached the top at Devils Thumb, let Hondo drink, and headed on into the Deadwood Vet check a bit over a mile down the trail. Its usually a crowded vet check, and this year, a good number of horses were already there, cooling down, eating, and some had stripped tack to help cooldown. We arrived at 4:48, just making the 5PM cut off time. I checked his pulse, he was down, and at 4:52 we vetted thru with a pulse of 56. I then took him over to eat some mash and hay which he consumed with much enthusiasm. I rehydrated myself, and we were off to the next canyon. This canyon has more sections you can trot some, which we did. At one point, we passed Kaput spring, where it has made a few puddles in the trail, and he stepped in it, and his back legs sunk up to his hocks. He sprung out of it, thankfully unscathed.  We pushed on, and finally came to Michigan Bluff which is about 63 miles in. I skipped some crowded water troughs at the top of the climb, not wanting to burn up any time waiting to get him into one, and moved on down into the little town, where he had a trough to himself, and a volunteer cooling him down. No vet check here, but a tough one just a mile and a half up the trail. We were still feeling the pressure of being behind my own times I had set, so we did not spend much time there, and headed on to Chicken Hawk. It’s a big wide road, but a constant slight climb. We trotted and walked, and finally arrived at 7:12PM.  I have volunteered at this spot for years, and its quirky. A horse can arrive, meet criteria, then will spike a pulse, and have trouble coming back down. I tell people vet thru as soon as the meet criteria, THEN feed them etc.  My crew was there, and before they did much, I checked pulse, and he was 71, we put some water on him, and he dropped to 56, and we were over at the vet in minutes. I was now feeling so much less doubtful about his chances, as long as he stayed sound. But every trot out, he was looking great! So at 7:25, I was back on the trail, headed to the last canyon, and our 1 hour hold. 

This is the easiest canyon, and we were able to move out a bit more, but we caught up with a few riders, which slowed us down a little bit.  As you come out of the canyon, you go onto a paved road, called Bath Road. They had water troughs there, and he drank well, and we started the final climb up to the Foresthill vet check. With his Poly shoes, I was able to trot on the pavement some, and walked the steepest parts. Its always a welcome sight, to see people lining the road, cheering on all the riders. A local resident runs water hoses out to the road, to help cool the horses. While I mentally wanted to hop off to walk the last part, I stayed on him, stopped at the water spot, had someone hand me a hose, and I cooled him down.  We made our way on into the vet check, and timed in at 8:19pm. They SUGGEST you arrive by 8PM, and horses must be pulsed down by 8:45pm.  We stripped his tack, checked his pulse, and he was down. All the other vet checks during the day, except Robinson Flat, the vet does the pulse. I forgot they had pulse takers here, to check you, before going to the vet, and I got to the vet with a bit of confusion, that I did not have a pulse. Oops. But the vet was kind, took the pulse, which was 56, vetted us thru, and we were now headed over to the trailer for our 2nd 1 hour hold of the day.  We arrived as our friend Gayle was getting ready to leave. I wished him well, and as he rode off into the darkness, I prepped for doing so myself, as Hondo again, ate everything he could. 

NEXT: Into the darkness


Tevis part 3, Into the darkness:

At Foresthill, Hondo ate, and I managed to eat a little something. I had just not been hungry all day.  I got his glow sticks on his breastcollar, and changed to my other helmet that already had a headlamp attached. We changed to a shorter girth, as he had gone down in size a bit (more on that later) and when our hour was almost up, we headed to the timer, and then headed out. 

Its always already dark when I leave Foresthill, and the first part is along the  road, then thru town on the streets, a turn on to California St. and then on to the trail. I was asking those around me if any of the horses had done the ride before. Nope, not a one. Nice to follow a horse that knows the trail. In Fact, not sure any of the riders had done the trail before. I had practiced riding Hondo in the dark once, for a couple miles. He did great, but knew the trail. So, we got in behind some others, to get a feel of how they paced, and how Hondo was doing in the dark. A gal in the front used her headlamp, which does not bother me at all. Also, the fire a couple years ago took out all the trees and the moon was actually shining on the trail, as the trees were gone that used to make it so dark. The trail has a lot of switchbacks. They marked the end of each one with a red glow stick, to signal a turn. That worked well, and we were getting a feel for the trail. After a bit, our group of about 8, stretched in to smaller groups of 2-3. I stayed behind the one with the headlamp awhile, but was starting to feel we needed to pick up the pace a bit. I eventually passed her, and we found ourselves alone for a few miles. I decided to try using the headlamp, and found Hondo moved out better. I think much of that is, when I felt more confident, HE felt more confident. Using headlamps is a big controversy amoung riders, and regions. The key for me is, at a sharp turn, you sort of pan the light on to the turn, showing him where to go. And do NOT look around, and turn off  if we saw others ahead. I think now that Hondo has had so much practice in the dark, the headlamp would not be needed for MY comfort level. Again, this worked for US, and I’m never going to tell someone what to do or not do, unless its affecting my ride. About half way to the Cal2 water stop, I realized I had forgotten to refill my water bottles, and one was missing. I had a little in the one bottle, so I sipped it until I could refill at Cal2. Funny how very thirsty you are, when you realized you do not have much water. We finally got to Cal2, he drank, I drank, and we moved along. No reason to hang out there.  We were now headed to the Francisco’s vet check. A mix of more single track, and roads, Including a few steep/short climbs I had forgotten about.  Hondo started doing these weird grunt noises. Kind of like some horses do when they colic. Concerning, but he was still moving well.  Again, we found ourselves mostly alone, trotting thru the darkness. Finally we could see the welcome lights of the vet check. We arrived at 1:05am, with a cut off of 1:45am.  I was moving a bit slow, and a tad sleepy. I let him grab some food, a drink, and got to the vet and pulsed down to 56 with CRI of 52 at 1:14am. And he was sound! It was time for both of us to recharge a bit.  I parked Hondo at some hay and a mash, and went to find caffeine and something to eat. I was offered a Mtn Dew, which I quickly drank. It was so cold, and so yummy. I then drank 2 small 6 oz cans of Pepsi. Then a piece of pizza. It was 1:40am, and time to get a move on. Here I hooked up with Kirsten and Haily. Hondo always loves to have a friend along. And was happy to follow along. And again, you really do not have time to walk much. Trot, trot, trot…  Haily had a light, and we moved along at a nice steady pace. We picked up a few more riders who were thrilled to follow along with us. By now its pushing 3AM, and we have been riding since 5:15AM.  Finally we reach the river crossing. They have glow sticks like runway lights to ride between as we get to the river, and then they float in the river, to guide us around the best path to take. I had wanted to take Hondo to a local horse pool to swim him once before the ride, but did not have time. I had no idea what he would do as that cold water hit him. He drank a bit at the edge of the river, then we stepped on in it. The shore was a bit steep, and all of a sudden I was wet almost to my knees. A couple of the other horses sort of stopped, so we took the lead, and kept moving, then up the short, but steep climb out of the river. A bit more trail, then we finally reach the road towards the last vet check. This section always seems long, and I really could not remember how far it was to the Lower Quarry vet check. We swapped around who was in front between our group of 3, and the other group of about 4-5 that joined us before the river. I was constantly thinking about how Hondo was feeling. Was he trotting balanced? Any sign of lameness? Was he willing to trot when I asked? This was the last on trail vet check we had to get thru. Long sections of silence, where we are all thinking about our day, and how close we were to finishing. Finally! The lights of Lower Quarry. You ride above the vet check on the trail, then do a sharp turn down, into it. We had a cut off time of 3:30am. My in time was 3:24am  Again, I decided to check pulse, and go straight to the vet. Because many of us were arriving at once, I also did not want to get caught up behind a group vetting at the same time if I could help it. He was pulsed down and vetted at 3:27, with a pulse and CRI of 60/60.  He drank and grabbed some hay, and we were headed out. As I was getting back on him, the rider from Mexico, who brought his own horse up from Mexico was waiting for transport. His very sweet mare had gotten pulled. I was rooting for them to finish. His trip up, included a 21 day quarantine. So many stories on this ride. 

Now we were on the final stretch. It’s a big wide road to the highway 49 crossing. Its bright from the moon, and easy to move out, but also a very hard packed road. So we did not pound them fast. Just kept moving that steady pace.  After we crossed the highway, Hondo had been pre-ridden on the rest of the trail to the finish. He lead much of the way.  When we got to No Hands bridge, I remembered crossing it with Ted in 2019, where he picked up a lovely canter, and the moon reflected on the river. Tonight, I settled with a nice trot across it.  Looking at our timing, and knowing we had just 4 miles to go, Kirsten and I knew we did not need to push fast to finish. The rest of the group moved on, and we did more walking than trotting. We still had the final vet check to get thru.  We chatted some, but I was also reflecting on our day, and how Hondo far exceeded my expectations for the day.  Then, finally, we saw the lights of the finish line peek thru the trees. They are sort of above and to the left, and you go past, turn left and up a little hill and across the line. As I saw the lights I did a “Whoop” and called out “Let’s Go Hon-do!”, with my crew responding back.  I’m not even sure if we picked up a trot!  While its thrilling to cross that finish line, I’m always apprehensive to let my emotions go, until we vet thru and get the “Congratulations” from the vet.  While Hondo took a big drink from the finish line water trough, where so many grand horses have drank over the years, my crew gave me hugs and praise. We then headed from the timed finish line, down the road, across the railroad tracks, and on into the fairgrounds where we took our victory lap and photos as we went under the banner. Kirsten and I turned around after we passed under, and went back under the banner for a photo of us together.  More hugs from friends, and now I could get off and get him untacked, and ready for final vet check. They give us 40 min. from the timed finish at the over look, to vet thru at the end. Its about a 10 min. walk down from the timed finish to the arena. Then the victory lap. So we finished at 5AM. At 5:22am he had tack off, and we were vetting thru.  His final pulse was 48.  A funny note on our final vetting. On all my finishes, Dr. Mike Peralez has done our final vet. So when I came up to wait to vet thru, I was directed to another vet. I told him I was going to wait for Mike. He said I can’t do that. I joked and said “He has always vetted my horses thru at the end”. Then Mike looks up, and is told “She’s wanting to go to you”.  And Mike says” Yes, she has to come to me to vet thru”.  We all laughed. Mike and I both rode NATRC at the same time as junior riders, and I have known him, and his family for decades.  I held my breath as I had my crew trot him out. I of course was really watching the leg he was lame on a couple weeks before the ride and he was as sound and balanced as he could be. His scores on his metabolics were fine. Not outstanding, but fine.  Mike then turned and said the magic word: “Congratulations”.  Now I could get emotional and let some tears leak out.  The horse many would have betted on as one to NOT finish, had proved he was one tough boy, with recoveries that were good to spectacular. He was now a Tevis horse.

I’ll do a part 4 on random thoughts, synopsis and a bit on traveling over 1800 miles each way alone

I Ride, Therefore I Am

 My sleep quality has been marginal this week - nothing unusual, just one of those periods of my life…Perusing my Fitbit sleep data may be counterproductive - I know I tossed & turned, & woke up still tired; I don’t need a damnable piece of electronic technology to remind me!

Really on the fence about going to my trail ride this weekend, since both my Carlas have backed out as well as both Lisas! And poor Sam may be in transit right now - he’s going home to India for 3 wks to sort out care for his elderly mother. I know I haven’t mentioned my own mother recently as she continues her slow, pitiable, inexorable decline. I did manage to get her into the shower yesterday, which is an ordeal for both of us - at least she only had body odor and not frank fecal contamination. 

I had signed Peran & I up for a “couples’ heart scan” which was promoted on the radio for $99 - it sounded like a heck of a deal, but then he backed out since he had a phone interview yesterday (fingers crossed). I went ahead and went by myself, having read the reviews and knowing this outfit is trying to sell you on their full screening packages - which I may be interested in when my financial situation is a little less precarious - but for now I’ll just take my $99 heart scan, thank you very much! I should’ve warned the radiologist to pay no attention to my degenerate clavicle, just as I told a new girl at my PT place to nevermind all the snap, crackle and pops my little musculoskeletal system feature. (It doesn’t hurt it just sounds funny)

But nevertheless I want to see my other friends: Cindy, her daughter & granddaughter and everyone else that shows up for the trail ride, so I’ll be loading up shortly to meander on down to Wharton. I’ll actually be taking Silas for my friend Tina to ride - I don’t know what misfortune has left her afoot but I’m happy to oblige and that way I can ride Baraq again, he’ll be happy! No points or mileage but lots of fun, good food & camaraderie…



Monday, July 29, 2024

Solo Mission

 Saturday’s ride turned out to be a solo mission - I had offered a ride to the nice young man at my PT place (Stretch Zone); one thing after another has kept me from getting him into the saddle! This time he had 2 bad tires - but when I texted Sam relating these facts, he misunderstood & thought **I** had tire trouble! So he passed word down the line & everyone else canceled also (well, it was only Sharon & she was having a hell of a time catching her horse)

Anyway, Baraq had been first in line at the gate Saturday morning, nickering at me hopefully - “Mom, is it my turn to go places??” So it was very pleasant to have a relaxing Mommy & Me Day - I put Baraq in his brisk 4.5 MPH NATRC walk, and he was not bothered by hikers, cyclists, or dogs. I told B-boy that if I could just teach him to open some gates, maybe we’d do some competitive trail events! 🤣😜

I guess I’ll take him to a Leisure ride & see if he can score a few more point than Mr Silas…

Then on Sunday I trekked over to the Ft Worth Zoo to see the baby gharials (they are the only NA zoo to successfully hatch these endangered creatures) - both the babies and the adults were so beautiful it brought tears to my eyes. I doubt my iPad will let me post any pictures this morning but I’ll try to add some later.







                  That lil' footbridge and dark bamboo tunnel was slightly intimidating!


Wednesday, July 24, 2024

Another Point of View

 Melanie’s account of crewing for Tevis ‘24 is another great perspective… As I recall, when I flew out to crew for Ex in ‘97, I flew into Sacramento, rented an SUV (was it a Ford Explorer? perhaps!), and drove to Auburn Fairgrounds. The routine is much the same year-to-year: we are only allowed limited camping time up at Robie Park (Lake Tahoe), so everyone caravans up there Thursday. Vet-in exams are done Friday, and The Ride commences between 5:15-30 AM Saturday morning. Crews have 4-6 hrs to pack up camp, drive rigs back to Auburn, and bounce back to the first “crew accessible” vet check at Robinson Flat, approx 36 mi into the ride. Since the trail traverses protected wilderness areas, there are only 4 checkpoints where crew is admitted: Robinson Flat (36 mi), Chicken Hawk (64 mi), Foresthill (68 mi), and Francisco’s (85 mi). Crewing involved long periods of waiting, sandwiched between short periods of intense activity. While a good crew is invaluable, by & large I’d rather be riding 😊

Melanie Martin is with Jonni Jewell and 
4 others
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Tevis 2024. I've got some recovery time on my hands so here goes....
I was back at Tevis to crew for Gayle Muench and Henry (Rohara Hasanni). This was my 2nd time to crew this horse and my 4th time to crew for Gayle. Additionally, Jonni Jewel was camped with us at Auburn, and would be using our rig to camp at Robie (the start) and crew from in Foresthill.
I arrived on Wed and have discovered that this is the only arrival date that works for me. I need Thursday to settle in and 2 nights rest on California time before Friday night which involves very little sleep.
I love camping at Robie and assisting the riders overnight and at the start. A smooth, stress free start is very important. Taking the rig back to Foresthill alone gives me a lot of time to think about the day and night ahead.
Every year I have to "get creative" to find a ride from Foresthill up to Robinson Flat for the first check. Gayle always has Fran [his wife] and Helen in Robinson, so if I don't make it's no problem, but with 10 hours to kill before I see Gayle at Chicken Hawk, I much prefer to hussle a ride to Robinson. This year I hadn't even got the rig parked before I encountered an old friend Chetta Crowley. She immediately offered a spot in their caravan up to Robinson. Awesome! I had a great time visiting with Joe. (Unfortunately I didn't get his last name) He and his wife (who was riding) were at Tevis for the first time. We discussed the team effort at Tevis and how everyone pulls together for the hoped success of horse and rider. He was very impressed by [the] harrowing drive up to Robinson.
At Robinson I had the honor to crew for Gayle and Jonni Jewell. They were just over an hour apart which makes for perfect timing crew wise. Henry was bright and happy. He ate well from every forage and concentrate offered. Jonni and Hondo came in shortly after Gayle left. I enjoyed learning Jonni's management style and how she handles the ride. She had a wonderful crew led by Sara Anderson. All riders have different priorities for how to handle themselves, the horse and trail. Hondo was very chill and chowed down.
I had some concerns about the lack of shade for the riders in the canyons due to a fire wiping out most of the trees. The year prior the riders got to the canyons earlier in the day due to the Soda Springs start. I went to Chicken Hawk while Helen went to Michigan bluff. She brought a cold drink for Galye as we had a feeling he would be out of water or at minimum ready for some sort of boost for the push to Chicken Hawk.
At Chicken Hawk we pulled the saddle to help Henry cool down and he vetted through without issue. Hallelujah! I'm always extra cautious here and willing to spend any amount of time it takes, because with Foresthill just a few miles away, the horses need to vet through well at both stops or the ride is over.
Foresthill is all about rest and refuel. The horses are always tired. The riders are tired. The crew is operating on adrenaline having been awake for about 22 hours. Sometimes we sneak in a nap, but this year there was no time for that. All I think about is what the horse needs to vet through well at Franciscos and the Quarry. It is a mistake to assume that sunset means cool weather because this is not so. The horses and riders will be traveling in 80+ degree weather until 2am with higher humidity due to close proximity to the river. The horses need support metabolically to keep their hydration up and muscles as relaxed as possible.
Gayle and Jonni both finished the Tevis with healthy horses. Mixed in with all the seriousness of the ride is a lot of fun. Fran, Helen and I have a great time together. What one doesn't think of the other will. What one forgets the other remembers. When one is tired another is laughing and making coffee to get us through delirium. We extend grace to one another as we all handle the stress and exhaustion of ride day differently.
I'm grateful for the WSTF, ride management, volunteers, and vets. It's a crazy endeavor to bring the horses and riders across the Sierra in 24 hours. What an amazing opportunity that few have in life to test their fortitude!

Another Lagniappe

 (I know I’m re-using that title, but low on energy & ingenuity this AM - c’mon, coffee!)

I can tell when I’ve achieved a period of deep, high-quality sleep when I wake up slightly disoriented - it takes a few seconds as the wheels spin and I orient myself to time, place, day of the week, etc. That hasn’t been happening recently as my anxious mind frets about A through Z: gotta get the mobile unit sold to free up some cash to finish paying off my vendors & start catching up on overdue taxes - I’ve been afraid to touch base w/my accountant as those penalties & interest add up! Need to finish emptying out the storage unit - still partially filled with shelving, miscellaneous equipment, boxes of books - need to squeeze in what will fit, get rid of the surplus… Nag the X-Ray guy to bring back my machine as we continue to wait on Oncor for our power upgrade - surely there’s a workaround, even if we have to power everything else off when we need to take films! Then the final stage is setting up my surgical suite so I can sell off the surgery trailer, hopefully it will be in higher demand than the mobile unit?!?

Yet all I seem to accomplish these days is daydreaming/planning my next ride, or a meet-up with my son. Last night he granted me the lagniappe of dinner, but that was primarily because he wanted to obtain some heartworm preventative medication for his coworker. It’s all right - how does that old song go? “You Just Keep on Usin’ Me (until You Use Me Up)” Dr M & her husband are marching briskly towards another surgery for him, which is scheduled for the end of August - obviously I’ll be without help for a while; perhaps permanently if he has complications? Kristy’s mom has been in & out of hospital with her lung cancer; she should be transferred to rehab facility this week. And the visiting nurse brought up my mom’s slow insidious decline - I need to schedule a meeting with the nursing coordinator as I will probably need to hire her supplemental help.

But for now I’ve gotta just keep putting one foot in front of the other, as I finish my coffee and get ready for work.

https://youtu.be/LuzlbR5V_hc?si=a_ZBjdLb0pyOuQjJ


Tuesday, July 23, 2024

And Just Like That...

 I was doodling around for a few minutes while my girls were finishing up tech appointments - wanting to post my photos "for all the world to see" - pull up FB & here's a post from dear Kacy!

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I know a lot of really wonderful, truly supportive people have been waiting for an update from yours truly. It’s hard to know where to begin. I’ll write what happened at the end.
Maybe I start by saying that we’re all home, being cared for by the village that is the Endurance community, and friends and family willing to travel and stay with me. I am afraid I might be getting used to someone getting me cereal (and a handful of pills) at 0400.
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So, when you are laying on the trail, unable to move (having taken a mental scan of your body and being fairly certain there is no internal damage to organs), you have some decisions to make. I consciously decided that I would put my faith and trust in every single person that helped me get to safety, get to a hospital, and take care of me.
After I heard the crack, while I was still rolling into the crumpled position in the dirt that was to be mine for over an hour, my first thought was “who is going to take care of the animals?” A lot of us can relate. Many things overwhelmed me last week, and one of them was the number of people concerned for Chant, knowing he has special needs and how special he is to me. Also relatable, friends that said “how is Chant, where is Chant, who is taking care of Chant?”instead of how are you? I love that.
It was scary. Lying there, being transported, being put into a helicopter, going to where? Where am I? It took me a day to even know what city I was in. No clothes, no wallet. Luckily I had my phone and an expired ID tucked into my backpack. Other than that, naked. Literally.
So many thank yous. I am not going to make a list. They all fall into the category of offered help, offered care, offered prayers. The paramedic that held my hand while they were moving me to the backboard (and probably still has marks from my nails), my calm endurance friend that stayed with me, whomever got Chanty back to camp, those I know that took care of my animals at camp. Those I don’t know. I had been packed for 2 months in CO, so I know putting the jigsaw back into my small trailer was a feat of patience and stamina. Believe me, I know, it took me two weeks to get it all in there. Lovely friends that drove them all home in the heat. My trio of endurance gals that made a schedule to take care of the boys before I got home and the lovely daughter of another horse friend that stayed here with the girls without hesitation. The friend’s kid that I hired to pick up poop. The go fund me initiated by Kim while I was under anesthesia- oh how I was waiting for that anesthesia - that I never would have approved but humbly and gratefully accept with much blessing. Cristi serving as the hub and to call my family. Carol for being my El Paso connection.
Oh, yeah, I ended up in El Paso from Fort Stanton, New Mexico. I live in Phoenix and was on my way to Boulder, Colorado.
The outlook is good. I had a “serious” fracture to my trochanter / femur on my right side. It hurts like a mofo. I got a bunch of metal. I am doing great with my walker and getting better every day. You know we have seriously high pain thresholds. When they kept asking me what my pain number was (before surgery it was pain number hyperventalation, which earned me breathing coaching) and I was thinking to myself… well if 10 is cutting off my leg with a rusty saw like in the civil war…I dunno, 7?
So yeah. Well anyway, my sister flew out, then my great friend Sandol came out. I am hoping to be able to graduate to crutches and feed on my own soon. Until then, I know I am blessed, am getting used to watching out the window as friends do chores for me, and will try and use advice that people give me. Thank you for your outpouring of love and support. It lifted me up. I will take it with me in my next chapter.
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(edited: yes, Chant was retired, then the vet said he wasn’t ready to retire so I bought him some gold tack and we went into semi-retirement.)
Of course I have been playing the self-blame game. I didn’t follow my own pre-ride rules (that probably got us to 4,000 miles in the first place). I wasn’t riding Chant like usual- usually we are working hard, moving along, passing horses, paying attention to every step. Chant is a horse that you ride in partnership with. Hanging out the back, chatting, getting lost, walking back down a hill, being second in line in the first 20 miles, we don’t usually do any of that. So we were trotting along at a medium pace (slowish for Chanty) behind a team that we were doing well with, and I was thinking to myself: Dang, we are coming up on that section I don’t like, where they cut down the trees. Its uneven ground, branches all over. I ought to put Chant in front or walk. Boom, we were down. He fell to his knees and tried for an instant to spring back up. The momentum was too much. I flew over his head, hit the ground, starting to roll to Chant’s right and saw his big red body somersaulting toward me. With great effort he veered away from me and rolled over my leg, missing the rest of me. I was thrown on my left side, with broken side up. Chant got up to his feet and stood next to me.
You are a light in the world. XO
Chant & Kacy (he has PSSM, a metabolic disorder with which he has no business competing at endurance level - but I guess his mama didn't tell him that!!!)